Most math instruction and math books are obfuscatory. I have no idea why except, perhaps, that the teachers and authors themselves were subjected to obfuscatory mathematical instruction and never really grasped the subjects themselves and so they are just aping whatever they know for sure isn’t wrong.
My recommendation is that, in addition to your regular studies, you pick up a particular field of mathematics which has a strong foundation in intuition (say, Euclidean geometry or number theory or complex analysis, etc.) and then read old, out-of-print books on the subject form your university library, do the book problems and just generally tinker with the subject on your own until you feel you really have a grasp on it. Just don’t ever let it go, keep tinkering. I play with integer sequences, for example. They’re loads of fun and you can learn (maybe even discover) interesting things along the way. For example, I found an interesting fact about a certain kind of generalized Fibonacci sequences (turns out, it’s already been discovered but it’s a recent discovery!). The Fibonacci sequence is generated by beginning with 1, 1 and then adding the last two numbers to generate the next:
1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, …
If you wanted, you could also start with 1, 1, 1 and add the first and third of the last three numbers, like so:
1, 1, 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 9, 13, 19, …
This is not a Fibonacci sequence but it looks a lot like one. I’ll call it the Fraggle sequence. One of the amazing facts about the Fibonacci sequence is that you can take the ratio of any two numbers and plot them and they tend toward a limit:
1/1, 2/1, 3/2, 5/3, 8/5, 13/8, 21/13, …
These fractions tend toward a number and the number to which they tend is… brace yourself… the Golden Mean!
1.61803
This number is often called phi (the Greek letter). One of the remarkable facts about phi is the following:
phin-1 + phin = phin+1
But this isn’t even the best part. The formal definition of the Fibonacci sequence is the following:
an-1 + an = an+1
Do you see the formal similarity between the Fibonacci sequence definition and the relation between powers of phi?
If you take the ratios of the Fraggle sequence, you will find that these ratios also tend to a number, slightly smaller than phi. I’ll call it frag. I haven’t formally proved this but I worked out numerically that the following is true of frag (it has been proven by someone else):
fragn-2 + fragn = fragn+1
Now here’s the coup de grace… look at the formal definition of the Fraggle sequence:
an-2 + an = an+1
And there are a whole class of numbers which conform to this pattern. In other words, for each sequence of the form:
an-k + an = an+1
… there is a real number x such that the following relation holds:
xn-k + xn = xn+1
This is a very remarkable fact to me since you are getting a real number from the ratios of an integer sequence with formal properties that mimic the formal definition of the original integer sequence! How cool is that!
Refs:
http://www.maths.surrey.ac.uk/hosted-sites/R.Knott/Fibonacci/phi.html
http://oeis.org/A000045
Clayton -